YUM

New York New York Yum..
本当に美味しいかったです。。
































幸せ。。｀

Namidairo

this song gives me a unknown feeling.. like..
陌名的感動..
look at how the world stood still to listen to her..


this is MTV with words..



touched`

i dont want to work..

僕の仕事やめるよ。。。もいいです。。。
まいった。

とても疲れた。。

i give up`

CNY

Celeb & Poor Taro..
I think this show rocks!!!
of cos.. its aya what..!
and i cried watching the end luh.. idiot..

anyways.. Happy Chinese New Year.. seriously.. im so annoyed by the identical *niu* year thing.. even the papers are using it.. zzzz. haha..

anyways.. my break ends today. and my work starts liek TMR... planning to take MC for friday ad saturday!!! who wanan date me!!! (=

oh man.. i ate so much this CNY.. i must find time to exercise already..

SIA call me QUICK!!!!
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Happy birthday Haikel, happy birthday karine..!


shiawase,幸せ｀

Made it...!

21st January 2009-Wed (Sunny)

ok.. I have finally pass the stringent SIA interviews of
4 rounds.. and did my medical..
im gonna be a cabin crew soon! before my birthday..!
i heard classes starts after CNY.. and my is the last batch prolly..
cos SIA is ceasing recruitment i heard...

the pass rate is realllllllllllllllly low.. and i really thank God i made it..
and thank allllllllllll my friends for the prayers and well wishes..

i will try to name EVERYONE...
Lewis, wen, zhen, ber, Jae, cheewai pearllyn, cheryl, sharyl, samsam, shan, van, calvin, gerald,
gunawan, darren, kk, woonyah, val, yuping, karine, sylvia, haikel, jacqueline, jackomi, nad, kaiqi, xuan, althea, fuad, romeo, jessica, cherelle, tammy, simna, John, Serene, churchies... and prolly alot i missed out here..

i will try to share more of my interview experience soon.. though some of you already know abit..

Shall end here.. tmr morning shift at restaurant.. though its a short month at the restaurant..
but for the sake of bigger dreams.. some things must be left behind..
i already have my next big dream in place.. which after i hopefully grad and pass OJT and get my PR 1st.. all these will be those small small steps to my next big dream... 3 years later..! (=

i think i proven 1 thing today.. Dreams can be realised..



i never had this feeling before.. of realising a dream that remained a dream...`

NERVOUS...

YOU JUST NEED TO PRAY...
YES... LAST ROUND OF INTERVIEW IN SOME 10 HOURS...
ALL THE BEST TO ME...


bring me through`

ICA

okok..
ICA also need go 3 times..

11am reach
1st time last thurs.. got 600+++ number..
wait till 3+.. give up...

reach at 10..
2nd time last fri.. NO NUMBER...
queue number give finish... *^*($^@*^$*^@

reach at 9
3rd time today.. 600++++..
come back at late afternoon..
so im home now typing this.. zzzzzzzzzz....
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in less than 24 hrs time.. i will go for my last stage of interview.. just pray for the best...
and lets say hopefully i got a positive answer.. my medical will pass.. and then i will tender my resignation ASAP to current company..

the thought of this round just give me chill down my spine.. and shivering and cold feet..
the thought of the level of strictness and *quality* they are looking for is driving me nuts..
2 interviewer to one.. lets jsut hope they dont shoot me toooooooo much... and i can answer thier questions tactfully, smartly,confidently yet humbly... and please!!!! I DONT WANNA STAMMER TOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! along with conflicting thought... too many answers in ur head.. and you dont know which to say 1st.. and all the thoughts comes out at the same time overlapping and shit like that... arghhhhhhhhh...

KEAGAN! stay cool.. stay calm.. you CAN do it... You are what they will want..
You are ALREADY one... i've come so far.. there's no reason for hesitations..
no excuses for hold backs... its now or never.. i want to realise what i have been dreaming so long for... Let me live it... がんばります。。
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この夢明日見てる？もちょっっっと。。少しだ。。も少し。。
僕の夢。。今いきます。。。

ぜったい大丈夫。。絶対｀

This is lame shit`

Calvin's MSN nick for today-- faxingniancai...
and thus this conversation.......

Me: wad faxing nian cai? how to fax?
Calvin: its fa xing nian cai
Calvin: not FAX nian cai! HAHAHAHA
Me: u write faxing wad!
Calvin: i put all tgt
Me: ya.. then become faxing niancai..!
Calvin: hahahah ya i just noticed also lol
Me: LAME LAH U!
Calvin: haha u want some nian cai? i fax to you lol
Me: lame shit

omgosh... kill me pls.... fax nian cai... hahah!
calvin-chan!あんたはばかでしょ。。。？！

baka`

i shant talk much about today yet..
cos i have just prolly 1 to 2 steps away.. and i may end here now..

でも、笑顔ちょっと見てた。。。だって百パーセンじゃない。。
この水曜日。。最後のroundです。。とても恐い！！！！

wednesday.. the last round..SCARY!!!!!

明日は仕事です。。も良いよ。。。！
working tmr.. argh.....


夢、まだまだ。。｀

a needed outing..

今日は本当に楽しかった、も嬉しいかった、疲れたも。。だて、今日幸せ。。(=
本当に。。

ありがとう。。
xuan,kk,thea,ryl..

central restaurantのhouse noodle taste not very nice..
小豆たい焼き、うまあい。。美味しいかったです。。！！
すごいあまり。。僕好きです。。

俺うちのinternet problem本当におきな。。。
ぼくぜんぜんわかりませんが。。何でうちのinternet problem そのおきです。。

明日の朝は僕のSIA interview三つのtryで。。僕の心本当に心配でしょ。。
何で心配。。？も良いよね。。！三のtry。。だから心配です。。。僕の笑顔。。明日見てです？？ 自分は本当知りません。。

だめだめだめ！！！絶対本気が自信満々。。

夢のために。。自分のために。。未来のために。。頑張ります。。
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today was fun!!! although tired.. but happy!! REALLY!
Thank you... xuan,thea,kk,ryl..

central's house noodle tasted bad actually..
but the azuki taiyaki rocks!!! sweet and nice..!
i liked it..!

internet problem in my ouse is really big..
and i totally dont know why! why is the problem so big.. NO connection..

tmr is SIA interview.. 3rd time.. my heart just cant stop to not worry about it..
why worry?! cos its the 3rd time already!!! thats why!! tommorrow will i see my smile..
i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwww...

nononono! I must have full confidence!!!

For my dreams, for myself, for my future..


自分を信じます。。神様を信じます。。｀

MC..

綺麗か？！
It could have been prettier.. (=
だって、そのコーヒー本当に悪いです〜！
(but, that coffee taste REALLY bad~!)

とにかく　In Anyways...
MC二日です。。MC for 2 days..!

although less pay.. hmm.. i needed it.. went to see a doctor and actually realise it will get more serious if i don't take care of myself well enough.. my stomach may have a hole soon.. if things continue as such..



PR pending in progress`

4 more days`

4 more days to off.. and interview..
とにかく、今日は頑張ります。。。(anyways,jia you for today...)

dish up is a nightmare even there is no customer...
expecting shits to come to me on wednesday and fridays..
cos of stupid and boring clubbers... zzzz...

今仕事いてきます。。(off to work now..)


じゃあ。。。byebye`

dream..!

The worst nightmare prolly ever?!

Dreamt of SIA interview, 4th round..
Good or Bad?!

its pure scary luh..
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great.. this week im gonna do dish up.. dish up is u garnish the food before serve..
sounds easy ya.. imagine 20 orders of different food and it keeps piling up..
and u have to memorize up to 200 dishes of garnish..
tell me about *easy*..

officially 14th day of work already..
already a floor king..
already doing opening alone..
already dying.....

神様。。！！！恐いよ。。早く助けて。。！！！
God, its scary.. SAVE ME QUICK..!!!

anyways, i shaved my hair...`

another 8 days

another 8 days to my stupid next off day..
omgosh.. damnnnnnnnnn long...

CNY i really wanna spend with my family also..
but i have work the whole period of CNY..

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hmmm...
i just want to keep on living for my dreams..
and just keep living it on..

夢のために、僕は生きてる｀

1st week of work..

Day 1 Morning - Take order without knowing the menu.
Day 1 Night - Get my own POS card
Day 2 - Do billing and menu trng.
Day 3 - i give new part-timers menu training
Day 4 - i pick phone and do reservations
Day 5 - i run the shop alone, and settle walk-ins
Day 6 - Off Day
Day 7 Morning - I settle stock taking and ordering,
Day 7 Night - get my own shop key for opening..

OK.. TELL ME WHATS NEXT...?!

I feel my probation is gonna cut short to 2 weeks.. zzzzzzzzzz....


Dont so fast can..`

2009

あけましておめでとうございます！
Happy New Year..!

Welcome Back Althea..

Thank you for the countdown together! Althea-KK-Cheryl-Samsam-Din-Shawn-Fuad..













Work is Crazy..
Crazily long hours..
Crazily Busy..
Crazily lots of responsibility..












Hope that this year will be a good year
for everyone..
紀 俊光`