okok..
ICA also need go 3 times..
11am reach
1st time last thurs.. got 600+++ number..
wait till 3+.. give up...
reach at 10..
2nd time last fri.. NO NUMBER...
queue number give finish... *^*($^@*^$*^@
reach at 9
3rd time today.. 600++++..
come back at late afternoon..
so im home now typing this.. zzzzzzzzzz....
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in less than 24 hrs time.. i will go for my last stage of interview.. just pray for the best...
and lets say hopefully i got a positive answer.. my medical will pass.. and then i will tender my resignation ASAP to current company..
the thought of this round just give me chill down my spine.. and shivering and cold feet..
the thought of the level of strictness and *quality* they are looking for is driving me nuts..
2 interviewer to one.. lets jsut hope they dont shoot me toooooooo much... and i can answer thier questions tactfully, smartly,confidently yet humbly... and please!!!! I DONT WANNA STAMMER TOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! along with conflicting thought... too many answers in ur head.. and you dont know which to say 1st.. and all the thoughts comes out at the same time overlapping and shit like that... arghhhhhhhhh...
KEAGAN! stay cool.. stay calm.. you CAN do it... You are what they will want..
You are ALREADY one... i've come so far.. there's no reason for hesitations..
no excuses for hold backs... its now or never.. i want to realise what i have been dreaming so long for... Let me live it... がんばります。。
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この夢明日見てる？もちょっっっと。。少しだ。。も少し。。
僕の夢。。今いきます。。。
ぜったい大丈夫。。絶対｀
