Love : Keagan

phews`

2010-07-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

Hello..
recently have been seriously working!
and totally making use of off days!

loving my new work shoe and running shoes also..
now i am already A330 trained.. and went to PERTH!
and perth is so pretty!
seriously in love with this place, i can stay there forever..

next up is FIRST JCL SOLO.. auckland.. and i think
i will die onboard.. cos its a 300ER.. VERY MAFAN A/c to work on luh..

next week onwards i have things to look forward to meet and do already!
i hope it works out fine.. (=

IT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE`

this week..

2010-07-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

this week after back from manila Nightstop called up on sunday..
wed thru to fri was A330 training..
its now over.. and im kinda.. "senior"?!
haha!

anyways.. my plan to bus to work totally FAILED!

1st day was already planned to cab with carmen(batch girl)
meet for breakfast then cab.. so ok..
2nd day was raining heavily!
no choice cos already abit late.. so have to cab..!
3rd day thanks to Naomi (fss fren)
i woke up at 0820.. when i need to be at work at 0845..!
ho..! i rushed liek mad!
and i reach at 0840.. what to do?! haha!

oh wells.. aside from that..
i went out on 20th and 22nd for dinner!
wasnt bad at all! =)

Perth this sunday.. and i have a long a tiring roster next mth.. zzzz...
haven even JCL (biz class) solos..
oh wells.. and the 1st solo will 99% be on 300er..
*300er is the most jialat JCL solos u can get..
on my coming auckland flight.. and its 2 meal service..
just best..

whack only this month..
planning please show me some good stuffs in sept pls!

i want to know you..
more and more..
bit by bit`

someone said, and i agree..

2010-07-15T17:55:00.001+08:00

I am only one, but still I am one;
I cannot do everything, but still I can do something;
and because I cannot do everything,
I will not refuse to do the something that I can do.

-Edward Everett Hale

A330..

2010-07-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

Welcome me to A330..

A330 is a aircraft type by airbus..
so im now dual fleeted.. means i can operate on B777 and A330.
A330 chiongs the aussie and north asia routes..

now having leaves till sat.. and sun will be on Stdby 24 hrs again..
which i reckon will call me up for a nightstop..
as much as i hope they will call me for a KLK overnight turn..
(kei leng kia)

oh wells..

i cant imagine if im getting trained for 380.. seriously..
i think i will just die in JCL given the 60 pax.. just bread alone will take up
dunno how many compartments.. and now i heard its going to be 80 pax..
just crazy..
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Attended Cheewai and Grace wedding last weekend..
oh man.. so lovely!
i felt like super VVIP haha!
Both Bride and Groom my friend..!
and both side invites, also got friends!
cant wait to see the pictures..
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I Miss SFO`

JCL

2010-07-08T14:17:00.000+08:00

now i need to work in business class alr..
i cannot say its better than EY..
cos there is really ALOT of preparation to do on grd.. and its like erm..
i only half 20 mins if leave from SIN..
and from overseas i prolly got only 10-15 at most..

i need to check meal, check condiments..
check utensils, check crockery, check holloware..
check the uplifts whether its enough.. check my linens..
need to organise galley.. stow equipments..
organise crockery.. plan in advance what i need to do.. prepare drinks..
wth..!!!!

i rather do a FULL LOAD 300 pax in EY for a Indian run ANYTIME...
PERIOD.. not complaining la.. but i really dun feel anything for JCL..
even its light load there is still so much preparation to do..
and some fsses just take it for granted that GS must do everything..
and all they do is take care of the pax, and make sure they got meal choices..
seriously, basically thats all..

if you think JCL is like.. WAH ATAS.. ya it is.. atas for pax lo..
GS really is liek bz shit.. even light load also bz..
at certain time of the service.. i got to multi task SIX things at the same time..
-clear the satay trolley and turn it over to become cheese and fruits trolley for the next service sequence..
-jaga the FSSes see whether they have enough resources in the cabin..
-do adhocs.
-clear plates,
-offer bread,
-start plating Maincourse..

and all these will happen AT THE SAME TIME.. how to champs!!!???
seriously catering and service development shld do smthg about these..
altho crew always get things done eventually.. it doesnt mean these dun nid to be]
improved to ease crew for their *welfare*

ok la.. im complain-ny today.. just one of those days.. that u realise u have much more to work,
but still get paid as less, and planning gives u shit flight that u eat grass..
roster out this friday i heard... PRAY HARD HARD AH!!!!!!!!!!!

Seoul far, So good..

2010-06-25T02:10:00.006+08:00

Hello ppl..

i am in Seoul now.!

I can get use to this!

Thank God i have a friend in Seoul this trip lo..
visited Nam Dae Mun after 1 year!
and went back to find my 3 girlfriends lo!

ok, there is this crew joint here we call 3 sisters..
ya. they are all AUNTIES... they are my korean gfs leh..
cos i come here i sure find them.. =)

Myungdong wo lai liao..

cross fingers`

祝我生日快乐

2010-06-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁

一个人坐在空荡的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难.想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐我对自己说
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你带一点恨
还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐

My 23rd`

sick

2010-05-30T02:29:00.003+08:00

finally did another states flight after a year..
blessed to have a hardcore kickass set of non ranking..
the whole set is so on and just best la..

moscow everyone (ALMOST!) bought a watch..
and i mean.. expensive watch.. i myself bought 1 =x
houston was bombarstic with factory outlet, and shoppings and makan..
ihop and morton's is like.. *drools*

fell sick on third sector which is houston-moscow..
got worst at last sector from moscow-singapore..
put on rest for 4 days... my ears bleed upon landing..
the pain is so bad i can feel my head ripping apart, period.!

now im emotionally and physically unwell.. best..
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welcome back, lewis!
now i got guitar buddy again.. best!
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i still love you baby`

1 year..!

2010-05-10T16:24:00.002+08:00

i have flown for 1 yearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!

and i just realise from my first flight ever!
it is beijing.. and i end up doing a beijing on this very date this date!
how cool lo.. plus 3 SNY onboard! *sny is On job trng for new crews*
went for my 1 year old crave for PEK duck! woo hoo!

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today is 10th may:

ok supposed to be a memorable day luh.. but then..
etc etc etc...

sighs...
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anyways..
fly 1 year already.. i dun feel i gained much..
i dun feel i lost anything either..
life is pretty much, stagnant and repeating..

business class training is coming, follow by A330 training..

new places to see, but tougher flights to do..!

A pic i took 2 flights ago from Beijing-Sin

Miss you `

2010-04-25T14:50:00.003+08:00

不想多說｀

sian

2010-04-04T05:31:00.000+08:00

thats it..

countdown to work...

totally is siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn`

Grrrr`

New Found Love`

2010-04-02T18:02:00.001+08:00

This is POD X3..!

new found love!

50% impulsive buy,
but definately GOOD BUY!

woohoo, now my fingers is like back..!

super miss jamming..

JamJamJam`

its been long`

2010-03-29T03:46:00.002+08:00

i have save enough for studies!
but its not good enough, considering housing, and bills and
blablabla etc and bla bla bla etc... i prolly need another 15 K more savings...
so i can at least not be so stressed of by money issues when i start studying..
i cant go on to full time studies for sure.. cos i need to maintain my income to sustain my expenses..

went zurich recently with my sightsee buddy! tried skiing..
and totally I AM NOT CUT OUT FOR IT..
let me play any sports except this skiing shit.. i almost died on the mountain..!
snow mobile went up to save me down.. phews.. more pictures when i get it from fren's com..

zurich is a blast, for it will be my last trip there until when i get A380 train.. that it..
prolly 1 year later.. along with paris! HOHOHO!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday to alot of ppl! especially Jackomi, and pls know the whole group loves u ok!
welcome back Sharyl Nua..
Have a good trip to Korea and buy me some LEE HYORI back -Cheryl Lek!
Fuad u totally blast my off days with endless mac suppers and Final Fantasy 13!
and outings with proggers and TP peeps are as usual FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!

Lewis welcome back soon! tell me which route u are taking and i will try my best to work on ur sector! woohoo!

DRINKS!

2010-03-05T05:49:00.002+08:00

I just decided to do something so damn meanigful..

im gonna buy some drinks and keep it..
NOT YET decided what it would be..
piper? moet? i dunno..

anyway.. im gonan buy it, keep it..
and the day i leave, im gonan take these out and have a
big big celebration with all my kakis!

sound good eh!

omgosh so many ppl quiting SUDDENLY!

green with envy lo me`

Recently`

2010-03-02T18:08:00.003+08:00

Hello,

Been really lazy to blog.. since flying started,
dun really want to spend too much time infront of the computer..

haha! altho some friends tell me i shld have blog all the places i been to,
and make memory..

anyways.. i have stopped guitaring for liek EONS.. so all my skills and everything liek
koyak alr.. HOWEVER! i have been faithfully playing! so its all coming back!

some of you might not know.. i have moved out and is renting a room at pasir ris now..
so far its OOOOOOK luh.. got a TV for myself which i think its a damn worth investment..
Somehow, life feels damn empty, rushing to flight, then come home, off day, rush to fly again..
something is very wrong.. Life shld be more than this definately.. have to find the missing piece..

however, life has been peaceful.. tho of cos have ups and downs la..
but still manageable..

thank God for the frens ard me, and GF, and my family..

ciaos`

勇氣

2010-02-17T08:22:00.004+08:00

夢想與現實，兩難全。
但一定要對得起自己！

越辛苦，越難過，
就會越堅強，越勇敢。。
忠於自己，

這才是真正的。。
勇氣。。

for you..

2010-02-09T19:40:00.002+08:00

baby baby,

I know, alot of things have happen..
and i admit, i have not been a good enough bf to you..
or maybe, not even good enough to be what you need..
im sorry..

but i do hope you like the things i gotten for you,
its not the cash that matters la..
but i really want you to know..
you are important to me..

i know i got neglect you sometimes.. and make you
damn xin hui yi leng, and dulan.. and want to give up..
im sorry.. just hope you see my nu li...

i really want to see us as one down the road..

still got alot of places to go with you..
lets start COF-ing, ok..!

Love you Baby`

2010-02-08T00:04:00.003+08:00

I think love is not jsut a feeling..

i think to love, is to make a decision..

its a decision..

it always has been`

Another Song to love...!

2010-01-26T16:47:00.002+08:00

天快亮了
能不能别离开呢
沉默像首悲伤的歌
捂上视线却模糊了

你要走了
也带走所有快乐
甜蜜的片段散落了
疲倦了心冷了我哭了

那流星闪过
我们许下一个愿望
要在一起绝不分离
你怎么放弃了

星空在闪烁
像你的眼泪悄悄划过
当你放开了手
离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我

泪光在闪烁
而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我
离开我了

梦醒了还剩什么
我要的幸福消失了
你的心曾经属于我的

那流星闪过
我们许下一个愿望
要在一起绝不分离
你怎么放弃了

星空在闪烁
像你的眼泪
悄悄划过
当你放开了手
离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我

泪光在闪烁
而我的眼泪忍住
不敢坠落

我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我

有过的快乐
我都记得
回忆还旋转着
爱怎么停了
我们都累了

星空在闪烁
像你的眼泪悄悄划过
当你放开了手
离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我

泪光在闪烁
而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我
Love Mang Guo`

Love it`

2010-01-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

我穿越金星木星水星火星土星
土星追尋你時間滴滴答滴答答滴聲音

指頭還殘留你為我擦的指甲油
沒想透你好像說過
你和我會不會有以後

世界一直一直變地球不停的轉動
在你的時空我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔只想讓你都擁有

我的愛只能夠讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄不停守侯在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有為你而流
藏在無邊無際小小宇宙
愛你的我

愛你的我不能停止脈搏
為了愛你奮鬥就請你讓我說出口

愛只能夠讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄不停守侯在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有為你而流
藏在無邊無際小小宇宙
愛你的我

我穿越金星木星水星火星土星
土星追尋你時間滴滴答滴答答滴聲音

我想你，聽見了嗎?`

Year of 2009

2009-12-30T01:08:00.045+08:00

Top of Table Mountain /
Capetown,South Africa

Hi guys..
As the year of 2009 draw to a close..
prolly i shld just bombard a YEAR LONG entry eh..!!!!!!!!!

Little Mermaid / Copenhagen,Denmark

haha.! alright..
i still SOOOOOOOOOOO VIVIDLY REMEMBER the 31st dec of 2008..
it was still spent at Clarke Quay.. im still working in that stupid restaurant and doing what i
call nowadays.. a FULL LOAD..

Top of Taipei 101

but yea.. i will always remember that group of buddies. that im still gonna be together with at the end of this very year..

*..... because, friendships in program is real`*

Rheinfall / Zurich,Switzerland
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Hmmm.. highlights of the year were prolly, getting into SIA..
Thanks to God, i could squeeze into the VERY LAST recruiting batch of the year 2009.
Batch 03/09..

This is all thanks to SAMSAM! whom psycho-ed me.. and watching too much J-drama..
especially ATTENTION PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eiffel Tower / Paris, France

Friends all went around in NS, WORK, STUDIES and whatnot..
but im glad we more often than not.. find time, to catch up with one another..

and yea.. FIND MY GIRLFRIEND! she really, wah, bad temper la..! but then..
haiya.. she really very strong lor.. totally opposite of me! ha!

Thank God..
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Golden Gate Bridge / San Francisco, USA
(left)

Inside Blue Mosque / Istanbul
(Right)

Dubai, Middle East

Working ain't easy shit, SIA life, beside the travelling perks and really a chance to see the world..
which is of cos, BEYOND MY DREAMS... you get to see allllllll sorta ppl, be it pax, or colleagues...

even ordinary ppl i meet in life.. i have to say, i learnt to see ppl clearly.. im not sure isit good or bad.. but i always paint every person in a beautiful picture BEFORE i gave the person a RED CARD!
prolly its abit superficial, more often than not.. but again.. yup.. just survival of the fittest i must say.. either you fit in, or you get out..

Venice, Italy

Osaka, Japan

Mykonos Island / Athens, Greece
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on a happier note..
i do think im blessed.. to be able to travel..
Paris, London, Copenhagen, Amsterdam, Manchester, Liverpool, York, Milan, Venice, Athens etc etc etc...

IAM STERDAM landmark / Amsterdam, The Netherlands
The places i wanna go most also go liao!!!!!!! CAPE TOWN, FUKUOKA ETC ETC!!!!!!
most places go le.. now left a rome i wanna go.. and prolly i get a chartered flight to hokkaido!
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Im now currently planning the next phase of my life.. which is DEFINATELY not going to be easy.. that is to go back to school for part time studies, or maybe.. FULL TIME!? who knows.. even i dont know yet.. and of cos, moving alone now by Jan i shld be moving out alr..
Hmm, all this will happen in his timing, and i shall not fret.. but just think..

Liverpool and Manchester, England.

This year has been a year of letting go..
letting go of my fears,
letting go of people,
letting go of many things that i should not have even held on to..
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Highlights of the year.. hmmm..
i will definately date it to Boxing day this year..
Was hesitating to go for the gathering or not to go..
but ya.. i benefited from this long fren of mine..
*ask God*.... Miracles do happen..
things will pass through.. Just dont give up..
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and nothing beats this group of ppl..!
Proggers/BSC,

Bless you people..! Till 2010.. =)

Christmas!

2009-12-29T04:25:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl,
I am now having my annual leave..
Thank God ! in his perfect timing..
i touchdown on Christmas morning, off ,
all the way till 4th Jan night then i report for work..
a not bad paying copenhagen..!

I will prolly travel up sweden if the crews are ON enough..
if not, i am gonna GYM, and online and just NUA in the hotel..
ITS FREE INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!

Im not a fan of taiwanese show..
but i have to say, this show is really nice and sweet!
Im so gonna buy the series when its out for my mom..!
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Boxing Day was spent at teck place with a few friends over simple potluck..
and Christmas itself is spent with my buddies at Fish n co.
Virgin L4D2 experience , and simpang supper!

I, am still looking for a place..
omgosh.. i pray SO HARD to God that.. i will get a very good apt, and landlord and families
whatever.. really.. omgosh..

絶対諦めない｀

梦

2009-12-21T02:02:00.002+08:00

梦

到底是个怎样的東西。。。

不能實現的夢想。。。

得不到的目標。。。

這才是梦嗎。。？

我不知道。。。

因為我

乙迷失方向｀

Cape Town

2009-12-20T00:55:00.002+08:00

Hey world!

Cape Town is a state in South Africa,
12 hours away from singapore..

and... its one of the places that i YEARNEDDDDDD to go since liek young..!!!

great crew, superb weather, perfect timing..

walked alot, ran alot, it was great.. absolutely..

will post some pictures once i got them on the com..
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still looking for a place, shits...
i think my expenses is leaping DOUBLE...and im not earning double..!!!!!!!
shit..

singing sing sing`

I love this song luh!

2009-12-15T15:04:00.004+08:00

*爱不单行*

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我
一个人过生活

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
她不是不欣赏
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁

我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

I will post this song up when the official MTV or whatever is out..
its a soundtrack from a taiwan new show called 海派甜心.
or erm.. i dunno how to translate.. go watch youtube.. got subtitled version.
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side note: im going to cape town tonight..
NO FREE INTERNET! in fact.. its damn expensive..
like erm.. 1sgd for 5 mins..
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*Its quite sad to say this.. but i have been told to move... anyway.. this day will come sooner or later.. so yeap.. im finding a place ppl.. pls tell me thru sms or tag me if you got any lobang or waadever.. thanks ppl.. i hope to move by this year.. now my expenses is going to rise another BIG section more.. at least two flights to cover up this expenses..

i wonder when then i can start, and END my studies at the rate my expenses is going up.. =(

Bless me`

IM BLOGGING!!!!

2009-12-13T23:46:00.007+08:00

YAYNESS!!!!

SOME CLAPS PPL!!!!!!!!!

KEAGAN IS GONNA BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!

okokok... sucks la i know.. damn loser i took liek 10001 years to blog 1 stupid entry.

Anyways, I PASS PROBATION! AND IM ON MC TODAY AND TMR..! woo hoo!
and im going capetown next.>!

alrights.. post some picture ya!!!!!!!!! (that is in Zurich--- pronounced as ZOO-RIG)
with batch girl diana..!

My calender is updated for January.. looking NOT BADDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! trying to change away my Melbourne, and Copenhagen.. i want to do zurich again..

FYI- Zurich will be flying A380 in Feb.(which i am not trained on)
So i got no chance alr.. unless i change..!!!

and.. confirmed staffs or lets say, PROBATION PASSED staffs.. can do this CHANGE OF FLIGHT.. so what you dun like, u give others.. and take what others dun like..

kinda like.. erm... everybody throw rubbish into 1 big bin, then we dig other ppl rubbish..

haha!

Some more pictures from ard the world....!

Grabs for the week!

2009-11-11T01:24:00.002+08:00

Crumpler Complete Seed! - A TOTAL BLOCKBUSTING SURPRISE
from my oh-so-ever-wonderful Girlfriend! haha!

and a I-think-of-it-very-long + Fuad-tell-me-wait-for-IT show, PS 3 SLIM!!!!
trust me, this PS 3 is damn cheap already..and i bring it back to JB.. hahah! now i got 1001 reasons to come home.. haha..
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anyways, work has been same luh.. rpting for flights, service,
trying to read and be nice to ppl.. some ppl damn 1 kind..
and i just gotten nag last flight which doesnt really feel goof after flying about 5 mths.

Anyways, 3 more flight to clear P.. wish me best alright..
3 difficult flights.. sian...

Shanghai tmr night..

I so love my bag, Thanks b`

Halloween 2009`

2009-11-01T05:12:00.002+08:00

Met with Shawn, wes, kk, jacko..
wanted to go Night safari but then.. the downpour of rain
+ the queue was so damn super long... we decided to just take pics outside where
alot of ghost are, and zhabo..

then randomly decided to go cine Kbox..
i K 1 hr plus.. then zzzzz zzzzz zzzzzz in the room..
all the way till like 4am then cab home.. =.=

anyway.. did a crazy hongkong nightstop earlier the week..
and just finished a taipei..
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE taipei....
its like Japan that is chinese..
the food were good, dirt cheap...
ximending is best, but shilin night market is the BOOMS!!!!!

will be off to athens till 7th nov... wish me luck..
dun liek draggy long flights and long stays..

i miss all my proggers.. shld have a wii outing soon!!!!!!!!

miss girlfren and mom too`

Happy Birthdays!

2009-10-25T05:48:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Dear Wesley Brother,
and WoonYah...

Today has got to be one of the most fun days in this whole year.. or rather.. since camp ended
liek eons ago..!

Programmers and Bsc Rock Socks la..!

Program/Business Oei`

Check out my Roster

2009-09-29T21:28:00.003+08:00

SUCKS..........................................

Oh no the tides has change...
now im getting all the sucky flight and nightstops..
delhi, SHITney, HongKong...=(
nice places liek Beijing MUST be 200 happy galley..
Happy Galley is hated by most stewards by the way.. cos its damn crowded..

you can see my pictures on my FB..!

oh no,, wad draggy roster im having.. =(

i want another 4 days FUK...!

Miss baby`

I TRIED..

2009-09-13T15:06:00.002+08:00

to upload all my travels...

but blogger and photobucket denies my efforts..

till somewhen later.. hahah!

but uploads@ FACEBOOK is successful..

check it out there luh.. sama sama..

Search email on FB : ck_innovations@hotmail.com

then can see liao...

next up: MANCHESTER!

and i want to travel to Anfield leh..

I prefer Liverpool...

and followed by FUKUOKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RAMEN HERE I COME.. wait for me..!

I want to pee`

Happy Birthday

2009-08-27T02:13:00.003+08:00

Although I am doing my stupid flight today..
I love you ok..
Celebrate with you for the WHOLE OF NEXT MONTH every single day we meet aight?

Happy Birthday Babe`

Hmmm..

2009-08-24T01:13:00.003+08:00

not updating at all this few months luh..
lazy.. i dun wanna spend so much time in front of com back in sin..
when i face com 24 hrs at outstation..

anyway.. flying isnt fantastic at all.. its really dark..
smtimes it drains everything out of u..
and i am starting to feel.. its draining bits and pieces of my life away
bit by bit.. the longer i fly.. the more it takes them away..
if it was team flying.. it might not have been this way..

flying is full of scorns and uncertainty.. u dont know who u are flying with.
the pax.. the caterer.. the things might happen.. the happenings..
the way ppl think.. the things ppl do.. it might be unimportant.. as ppl say..
its JUST a JOB.. it ani't easy being in this company.. nope.. im not grumbling..
but i can say.. im not that happy flying.. putting the so called *Glam*, its just a shit job..
22 year old serving meals.. 10 year, 20 years, 30? by the time im 50 years old.. you are still
serving meal.. so maybe u can start calculating how many meals u have served..ha! it might set a record..

Yup.. ppl say u get paid to travel and see the world.. i think im getting paid to be drag away from home.. form my love ones.. Home is liek a hotel instead.. you come back for a shortstay.. and you are off again.. its where u pack and unpack.. thats all.. if i have a flying wardrobe with me.. i would not need sg..

i miss my love ones.. i miss my friends.. my family.. the only way for me to be link to home is thru the internet thats it.. i miss so many things.. and im starting to feel.. the world is tumbling inside of me.. feel so small..

maybe its just a phase.. i wil get better. hopefully.. probably.. cos
i cant escape out of these all.. i have no ways nor means to..

Milan-Barcelona tomorrow night.. prolly will blog there..
please chat with me alright..

Peace...

idontknowwhybutigotmyselfintostupidshitorprollyitsjustthepplcreatingshitforme`

When it takes your breath away`

2009-08-20T01:26:00.005+08:00

If should one live their life again,
will they choose their way the same..
one dare made a step thus far,
why wont one think twice, be calm..
If we could have key to time,
we could pause and look back thrice..
see the things beyond our sight,
look up high and get realized..

hereby's another Keagan's Theory i've long written one..
till something happened today.. quite shocking..
made me look at the fragility of life once more..
shan't say much here..
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although i dunno you much,
in fact all the negative stories..
but still.. i know you are in the Good Hands of the Lord..
and Kannan, take care please yea..

Spread the Love, Heal the hurts`

Called Up Sydney

2009-08-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

Dun like Aussie flights..
never like them..
short stay, long flt, demanding pax, scary crews..
worse still, my roster with von clash liek nobodies business..
sucks la..
so many things coming up..

checks checks checks, fly fly fly..
no time for anything else..
family, friends, love ones, studies, license.. sighs..

but still.. i still trying to find myself out of this mess i am in..
having a pretty job that looks pretty is not everything..
my life is in a mess.. big mess... and cash dont solve problems..
cash NEVER solve problems..

i need to figure someway out of this..
this messy life..

Press On, Kea`

Update

2009-08-13T01:45:00.002+08:00

I promise to post pictures soon..
but im really Damn Lazy luh..

anywya. i went London.. but i hibernated there.. dint sightsee..
just sleep and eat.. hahahha! the hotel i dun like tho...
nothing much..

jsut finished a Dubai-Istanbul 8 days..
got ripped off by a con artist 20 lira in istanbul.. which is about 20sgd..
met jacq at dubai.. went to The Dubai Mall. worlds biggest mall..
and wanted to see the burj BUT.. monday is LADIES night only.. so i dint get
to see it..
anyway.. Dubai station is a station i dun mind doing it over and over..
altho the weather shot up to 43 degrees.. i still want to go again..
i must definately go for safari desert dune tour next time..

i will update more in some time.. hahah..
amsterdam tonight.. im quite sure i will do B2.. ARGH...
2 meal service.. PRAY SO HARD I PERFORM..

I STILL hate flights`

(=

2009-08-09T08:46:00.000+08:00

All i can say is..

Its Good to be Back...!

(=

bad dream`

2009-08-02T18:21:00.002+08:00

I trying to slp before flight..
had a really really REALLY bad dream..
in the dream has alot of people..
things went wrong..

There were BB ppl, SQ ppl, event.. messy..
a fatal ending.. a sad ending..
it shocked me up in tears f0r 10 mins..
to my disbelief..

i woke up in tears for the 1st time..
afraid of the truth in the dream that one day might come true..
afraid of the ending that will happen to me..
afraid..

i DO have someone i am afraid of leaving me luh..

dubai-istanbul in 2 hrs... =(

2 days, 8 to go`

2009-07-30T01:07:00.002+08:00

I just did a London Flight..
dint go sightsee dint do anything.. just went to the local Metro..
known as primark... and got myself a jacket at 11pounds..
expensive country.. VERY EXPENSIVE!!!
went marks and spencer which is just behind the hotel..
wah.. bought some 50+SGD of chocolates and biscuits..
and brought them back la..! hahahha!

omgosh.. i am doing the nightmare fearsome hongkong turn tmr morning..
i hope i SHUN SHUN LILI... GONG XI FA CAI man!
let me perform.. and have a good Complex leader and FSS-es..

then after that is a whopping 9 days dubai-istanbul..
DUN LIKE 4 SECTORS!

I WILL SURVIVE...!!!!!!!!!! clear P.. go JCL..
and go for 345 trng.. power la..

Babe is preparing for Jakarta Turn now..
Have a safe flight..!

Really too little time`

You@Bombay, Me@London..

2009-07-24T21:50:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU`

tired,,

2009-07-24T19:10:00.002+08:00

very tiring..
i did 4 turns in a row..
and a jakarta.. following by london ltr..
in btw i dun even have a full 24 hr rest..
morning flights sucks...

i pulled my muscles also.. then cant work proper..
all the action.. argh..

4 sectors are the worst!

i need to perform`

turn turn turn turn

2009-07-20T11:48:00.003+08:00

Manila, Penang, Bangkok, KL...!!!!!!!!!!

this week is super turn week..!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway.. i dint go bombay...
... so i went on standby.....
and got called for manila...
and my rostered Standby got called for KL..

Sleepy.....

I want nobody nobody but you`

26 June-3July Seoul-Frisco

2009-07-04T15:00:00.003+08:00

Ok.. this is an update finally.. super lazy luh..
spent most time working and slping.. rather than blog.. cos really lazy..
anyway.. went to Seoul and San francisco.. not much pics on seoul..
dint really go sightseeing... but went to this LOTTE World themepark..
Its like a FAKE disney land..! hahaha..

The 1st ride i took

The MOST CRAZY 1..

Korean(actually VERY chinese) Dish..
called.. AnDong Jjim Dak..

This is the shop.. there is only THIS dish.. nothing else..

Ok i did eat things like Bulgoggi of cos..
and Ginseng chicken which was GOOOOOOOOD!
overall.. i dun fancy korean food... hahaha!

SAN FRANCISCO
(and just in time for Gay Parade!)

Very big, nice, cheap PIZZA!

Golden Gate Bridge

Fisherman's Wharf

This is Alcatraz
or known as Prison Island..
did not had time to visit it tho.. but its real cool
its inbetween the bridge and fisherman's..

Some interesting stuffs they have in Frisco Chinatown..

some other stuffs

Seoul-Frisco sucked cos of Flight..
but it was tolerable becos of the crew..
whats more.. met cheewai whom was 1 flight behind me..

I will be Good soon, hopefully`

no slp..

2009-06-19T19:53:00.002+08:00

Best..

flight at 0110 hrs 20th June..
Report at 2310 hrs 19th June..
woke up on 1000 hrs 19th June..
in btw i totally cant slp..
BEST..

it will be 20 hrs of no slping.. or more..
i foresee headache coming..
and extreme lethargy..

God Bless Me...

so wanna report sick`

Pre-Flight Syndrome

2009-06-19T15:42:00.002+08:00

Symtoms:
1. Unknown origin of Anxiety and Uncertainty..
2. Lack of Confidence, and self control..
3. Toss and Turning before work, unable to rest..
4. Uncontrollable sighing, and deep breaths..
5. Haunted by Past experience and memories..
hence unable to perform somehow..
6. Unknown Humongous amount of Fear..
7. Emotional state highly unstable..

Above mentioned are Kea's very own Pre-Flight Syndrome..
It starts normally 36 hrs before work starts..

and it sucks`

Mel

2009-06-15T19:50:00.004+08:00

i am going to melbourne tonight..
2 meal svc.. when just 1 svc is enough to kill me head to toe..
no rest.. so i think i can just die..

will be back on Wednesday 5pm..
sibei sian.. new A/C somemore..
Hope my complex leader and crews nice.. dun swanky,
dun zappy, helpful, kind..

Oh.. i love my girl...
she is really supportive and really.. really.. wahhhhhhhh...
wun be seeing you til sunday.. take are for your flights..
and i love you..!

Babe, thanks for being here`

Best Birthday Ever, YET...

2009-06-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

tmr im having morning flt, so i no mood to blog now..
but i want to thank each and everyone of you for texting me your wellwishes..
and facebooking.. u guys really power.. even long time no contact also have sms..
seriously power... THANK YOU!!!!

What i did on my this birthday... i toooooooooooooooooooooo lazy...
and tired to blog about them... but my girl did..visit her posts instead!

This is what she surprised me on 12 midnight 10 june..
REALLY is 12 midnight..

Surprise link

and this is how i spent my birthday:
Birthday Spent Link

OK.. have to rest for flight tmr..
will be in Shanghai..
no GMT difference = Same time as SIN
hmm.. wil be back on Saturday 0025hrs..
means whole sat i am in Sg luh..

Guys, if u have anything wanna tell me just sms or call..
YOU WILL NOT BE CHARGE EXTRA.. JUST LIKE NORMAl...
SERIOUSLY...

HATE FLIGHTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS-(stupid 200A/C)

Thank you Girfriend`
Geok I love, Thank you`

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-06-09T03:07:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh
today is birthday eve........

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
tmr is birthday.......

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
AFTER BIRTHDAY I WILL WORK ON A STUPID AIRCRAFT WHICH I
SO HATE... B777-200...-.-

at least i see B for tmr... phews...

The Way of the Galley God`

Tadah.

2009-06-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

k, alot of ppl ask me alot qns about me and my partner.
now i briefly describe luh.

Ms. Yvonne,
Grad from NP Accountancy,
born 1988.
Model / Dancer
BEST OF ALL: she stays in jurong..
and im sucha jurong pro now..
seriously damn far la...

She was the 1st person i know in STC,
that is the SQ training centre luh..
my table mate, eventually somehow, my multinational class
split-ed into grps and cliques.. and she happen to be in my clique..
OH when i say clique, really is just clique luh..
Me as the ONLY guy.. and few other girls..(my class have 1.5 guy, imma 1, and another 0.5 guy)
ok, she is damn Big Boss, independent, mature, ~~vulgar~~ and lame luh.=x
but she also very easily entriqued by small things, and damn cute la..

We grew from like clique, so in the clique she somehow was the most buddy buddy to me..
and things grew out of hand... and tadah luh..
and our buddy is really, BUDDY.. not other kind of buddy..
super close frens those.. it was till a really comfy comfy lvl, and we progressed from there.

super summarised eh.. and all thinking how she look rite?

(this picture is so decieving)

Happily Attached`

Sausage Promotion..

2009-06-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

Talk About Cute...!

This is so haha`

Touch`

2009-06-05T06:12:00.001+08:00

Going thru my Itunes and listened to this song,
Again.. hmmm.. never will forget this song..
My Graduation Song.. and i think.. Jordin sparks
only sang this song best.. I LOVE IT..

This Is My Now

Paris 28May-1st June

2009-06-03T19:07:00.004+08:00

Paris-ed..
all this are places i been to..
MAIN PLACES.. this particular gate in chinese called
Kai Xuan Men, i dont know its english name..
churches are everywhere.. and i went NOTRE DAME.. it was DAMN GRAND!!!!
OF course, Eiffel, i went up.. and others.. this are pics i shoot from my Handphone..
i lost my card reader.. so i cant load in my pics from my camera.. Wait ah..
over there got MOREEEEEEEEEE... this are highlights..

Some Structure you might find familiar if you watch Da Vinci Code..

This is the Outside of Lourve, its super super super long....

EIFFEL TOWER!!!

Eiffel by night..(i have nicer pics in my camera luh)

Notre Dame..

LOURVE... its a museum. world's largest museum..
Mona Lisa lives inside..!

random pictures: cherry tomatoes i see in a supermarket..
and that is my hotel..!

My 2nd last day Dinner, and last day breakfast before flight..

Update more when i have time.. (=
wait i find a card reader..

7 days lor... sucks...

Jabbed`

pictorial update

2009-05-22T23:48:00.019+08:00

Trip 1-Beijing, New Millennium Hotel

Trip 2-Osaka, Sheraton Miyako..
Went to this area called NAMBA.. 2 subway stops away from hotel..
Lunch at the Main Crab stall.. the sign moves! and the other 1 is a Branch..
like just few shops down.
kinda like.. Finer Japanese Food.. 1998Yen... about 29SGD.. 6 course..

My 6 course Lunch..!

My B2 Mentor in Green-Juleen, and FSS is the middle-Apita

Just Imagine... NAMBA is this place that is like.. Singapore Orchard Road..
which stretches allllll the way from orchard station, to like.. maybe.. Cityhall...
all the shops side by side.. traffic.. and even a RIVER.. makes it a MINI VENICE..
and with a boat.. majiam liek Gondola..

This is Dinner.. 970Yen.. About 19SGD..

Osaka Crews...

Uehonmachi Station from Hotel.

and this is Osaka for me, YET..
There is a thousand more places to go to...

Photo Credits to Juleen and AJ

Next Stop-1st Solo, Denpasar Turn`

End of SNY

2009-05-16T11:53:00.002+08:00

SNY ended..
dont know happy or sad..
cos batch 03/09 is going to be separated
and all is going thier own ways already..

own flights, solos, countries, different...
なんか。。少し寂しだよ。。

anyway.. above that..
Singaporeans is the most difficult to serve..
especially pure breed typically singaporeans who think they own SQ, just because
maybe they invested in Temasek Holdings stock market.. and think they are so high and mighty..

and.. my japanese i REALLLLLLLLLY use it in Osaka.. and ppl understand me! and i understand them..! power.. haha!

Goodbye Days`

tmr

2009-05-14T11:25:00.002+08:00

I AM SO GOING TO DREAD HANOI TURN...
FULL LOAD, LOTSA REQUEST..
NO TIME... DAMN BUSY...

NICE CREW PLEASE...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! &^@(*&*&$@

yay today off`

Osaka trip

2009-05-13T18:49:00.003+08:00

I had fun in Osaka.. although the room REALLY sucked..
the crew that went out with me were really damn nice..
Juleen, Andrew, and Apitha..
without them my trip will suck.. seriously..
the LS suck, BIG TIME.. IFS abit naggy but stilllllllllllllllllllllllll can accept..
the LS.. im gonna beat him up 1 day... seriously...
other than that.. mayumi, kazuyo were really nice also..
and it was kazuyo's last flt.. how sad.!
anyway.. got to serve 2 honeymoon cake, and 1 anniversary.!
osaka is really different.. nice.!

hope i have can find a reader soon.. to load pics..
anyway.. my June roster is out..
some really out of the world places.. but..
work is work luh.. wad to do.. tahan few days...

JUNE Roster:
4-8 ~ abu dhabi-kuwait turn-abu dhabi
11-13 ~ Shanghai
15-17 ~ Melbourne
19-21 ~ Osaka (AGAIN! yayness)
24 ~ Colombo Turn
26-2july ~ Seoul-SanFrancisco-Seoul

I REALLY WANT TO BE GALLEY GOD LA...!
SO I WONT GET ZAPPED...

at least 10th June is off.. that is nice..

THANK GOD FOR 10th JUNE OFF!`

Osaka

2009-05-11T20:41:00.003+08:00

2nd SNY
Tuesday - 0110hrs.
SQ618-OSAKA
ETA is 0840
Japan- GMT+9

back on Wednesday after 1600hrs
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do have fun at your stations 03/09..!

Attached: To 'b' with love`

Beijing Trip

2009-05-10T17:44:00.003+08:00

it was a 1 day stay..
but the experience was great..
crews were really nice.. and they taught me
all the BLACK and WHITE, the right and the wrong..
the should do, must do, good to do.. the NEVER do..

Both my leading fss call me ah boy, boyboy..
my Leading steward teach me all the tricks of the line..
including how to play with girls and dont get caught..hahah..
funny la..

senior crews were all really friendly and funny..
gave me so many seals for work purpose.. ha!
sat in the cockpit for landing and TO on the way back from
Beijing to Singapore.. talk about surreal..

Hope to post some pics soon.. lost my card reader.. =(

1st flight.. SNY 1..

2009-05-07T23:28:00.003+08:00

8th May- Friday
SQ802 SIN-PEK..
STD - 0840
STA - 1455
Duty time - 9+ hrs..
wake up at 4am.
rpt at 6am.

time left to slp.. 4 hrs...

GOD BLESS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

more updates when back..

back on
9th May,
STA - 2215..

God bless me with strength, and favor, and health for my 1st flight...

Amen`

today

2009-05-05T07:13:00.002+08:00

is the day i wear my full uniform..

with a rather toot-toot-totally-not-keagan-kind-of-hairstyle that is wet and flat..
and really shiny to the max..! with a super kinda *wake you up* kinda pants that constantly tells you.. HEY YOU ARE NOW FAT...! yadayada....

oh wells.. a LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG day at work today...
bless me...

TOTALLY not prepared`

shows..

2009-05-01T03:42:00.004+08:00

I like this show.. kept me laughing..
nice...!

I love this show.. just the kind of show i like..
never a moment that you will want to lose...
POWER

Horsemen...
lousy...! dun get fooled by the thriller..
its not worth 6 dollars...
nor even wasting time and computer memory to
download.. haha!
i cant even find the poster luh...!
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i got my cabin bag.. yay.. muji..!
and miniature shampoo, facial wash, and ck one miniature..
and also a work watch! not bad rite.. got it cheap..!

Tioman Here I Come`

8 more days..

2009-04-28T23:52:00.004+08:00

To Beijing...
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anyway ended my First Aid trng..
passed with a almost glorious 98% for exam..
hahha! POWER!

grad prep is not prepared..
slides and songs is nil.. die la..

things to do/buy this week..
1.bible
2.work watch
3.cabin bag
4.jacket
5.hair cut
6.uniform
7.new leather shoes
8.prepare for 1st flt on 7th may

not ready`

First Aid now..

2009-04-26T00:32:00.003+08:00

I am done with my SEP exam...
now doing First Aid..
then First Aid will exam..
Then will go back to Fleet type..
follow by Dry/Wet run..
kinda like MOCK service..

and then.... SNY flts...
on 8th march im going beijing...
shit.. i am damn nervous...

went to see a doctor on friday..
about my face.. im with eczema...
shit...! and im having constipation...! hahah!

i do not wish stc to end so soon`

Week Zero

2009-04-18T01:30:00.002+08:00

POWER...
Business school won 5 times in a row already..
apparently the competition were not as strong as last time i heard..
but still.. WELL DONE TO ALL COMMS...
and PROGGERS.. and every part and every individual..!

After TP was like an impromptu proggers/BSC /Alumni
makan at techno... POWER! fun!
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Setup an calender on blog.. so i need
not send my roster to the multitudes.. hahah!
(=

I Miss TP`

SNY and Solo...

2009-04-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

i am going....... in order...

Beijing...
Osaka...
Hanoi...
Denpasar-Bali...
Paris...

Yay (=`

past week..

2009-04-11T10:37:00.003+08:00

I already done my fleet exam..
JUST PASS!!! 82/100.. hahah!
(passing is 80)

i am now in the last phase called SEP trng..
which will train in safety and emergency
procedure and such.. an will be issued a license for B777 plane..
if not cannot work...

on thurday we did slides, commands, and door opening..
wah the slide DAMN fun!!! looks easy.. but its totally NOT EASY!!!

B777 Evacuation

this the best i could find already(=
Coming week will have more slides..
and also *swimming*..
Deaching training..? or smthg liddat luh..
FUN FUN FUN!!!!

SNY flts roster is coming out on tuesday...
SNY is like observation flt.. i will get 3 flts..
please pray for my safety.. and everything..
esp Human relations.. ARGH SCARY!!!

kengkee... wah.. never say yet.. he funny...
soccer fracture the ankle.. soccer is ok..
goalkeeper.. hahahah!
take care man..! i want to sign your cast!

*hope proggers had a great evening night out

I have so many movies i want to watch... and havent watch..
Dragonball, Chun Li, wolverine, Fast and furious, shinjuku incident...
alot...
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Zettai Kareshi - Absolute boyfriend..
wah this show.. last episode tear... haha..
REALLY DAMN SAD LUH...
and you can see a robot more human than humans...
makes me reflect....

its a really nice show.. everyone can watch..
even i is not as human as him luh..

Jia you Keagan`

My world

2009-04-07T02:49:00.001+08:00

Through my eyes`

Fleet Exam

2009-04-07T02:46:00.002+08:00

6th May 2009..
Keagan failed his Mock Fleet Exam..

7th May 10am..
Keagan gonna do his Actualy Fleet Exam..

7th May 2:47am..
Keagan havent finish studying..
Gone is Gone..
and yup.. he is hungry..

On a Happy note: He got his nametag!

Keagan is not on nametag =( `

...

2009-04-05T16:57:00.002+08:00

なんか、ちょっと恐い。。
僕も知らない。。
でもさ、ぼくを生きている。。
夢も生きている。。

いま、お腹とてもすいた。。！！！
I AM SO HUNGRY NOW!!!

Fleet Is Not Fun...

2009-04-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

yup.. sucks..!
the trainer sucked..
exam on friday suck..
tmr's presentation suck..
Next Tues Final Fleet Exam suck..
although 777 rocks tho. cos it bring me to Fukuoka..!
haha!
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it is nice to see proggramers..
keeping that somewhat proggrammers *oomph*
i liek that feeling.. that sense of purpose, and achievement..
and the bonds made within it..

let me remember my proggers..
ryl, rald, nua, wy,wes, calvin,samsam, sam ng, shan, tracy, nic, jeremy, huat, bra, cassan, fuad, shawn, kk, kannan, mich, jolene, darren, gunawan, pearllyn, xuan, kokguan, kai, meiyan, kaiqi, mudh, din, kb, lipeng, thea, eunice, kandis, van, long, ele...

best memory of my life ever`

Fleeting tmr..!!!

2009-03-31T18:38:00.002+08:00

YAY!

im done with my foundation training..
now i am going to be fleet-ed!

single fleeted.. i means i can operate on only one type
of aircraft.. and the type will Boeing 777...
which is all starters do...

but then.. abit sad also... cos means we are going separated soon also...
sometimes wished we can train longer.. ha!

oh goodbye days`

The Bright Your Day Email..!!!

2009-03-26T21:07:00.001+08:00

Dearest all,

The purpose of this email is to confirm the attendance for sat.

Date: 28 March, this sat
Time: TBC
Location: TBC

dinner
k
supper

Definitive answers like "yes" or "no" are greatly appreciated. Subjective and no answer should be best avoided. Thank you.

PS: please forward to anyone whom I missed out. thankss !!

Regards,

Shan
Honourary Messenger
SL Camp Programmer AY 08/09
Temasek Polytechnic

this is so haha`

Piece of Heaven

2009-03-23T22:42:00.001+08:00

On a new quest to composition..

inspiration and time`

Happy birthday Mom!!!

2009-03-21T13:49:00.004+08:00

HAIYO!

62 years oldddddddddddddd...!!!!!!!!!

finally its my turn to provide for you already..

21 years of scoldings, haha`

EXAMS!!!

2009-03-19T22:01:00.003+08:00

yay! i passed my computer module papers!
95/100!!! its some intellectual property paper luh..

and had my role play assessment for commskills...
shld be able to get a B... i hope...! (=

BUT THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4 papers is coming right up in 1 weeks time.. and there is jsut
FAR TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY things to remember and mug...
its like... just crazily thick..

have to PIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....
wish me luck man... in SIA... passing mark is 80%....

Ganbatte o Kudasai`

oops..

2009-03-11T22:22:00.001+08:00

OK I NEVER RUN......

guilty as charge`

veryyyyyyyyyyy tired`

2009-03-10T21:34:00.002+08:00

veryyyyyyyyyyyy tired...
veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fat........!

my waist has been expanding the past month.. now my belt i have to shift
1 more hole already!!! omgosh...! can die...

I WILL START WORKING OUT TMR!!! promise...! 自分の約束。。
anyway.. training training training..!
gayish people shld be annihilated...!
boys being toooooooooooooooooo feminine shld just be dissipated..!
exams passing mark shld be 50%...
politics shld be at 0%..
role play shld be non-existence...
notes shld be thin..
i shld be slim..!

tmr i will start running running running.. cannot take it already..
need to take actions.... tonight.. anyway...
i am GRANTED PR..! (= im gonna take it...
monday will head down ICA.. and then after that go back STC
to attend jeanie's graduation...! hahaha!

and oh my gosh.. LULU pretty la.. (this girl in jeanie STC class)
and jeanie is from my batch of htm-ers in poly... hahah!

i am going to buy a MARTIN THIS YEAR...!!!! YAY!!!
ok.. own money tho.. my next post will tell you what martin is.. but most prolly if you know me well enough.. you will know what it is laaaaaaaaaaaaa..!

tillllll SOON.... BYEBYE..!!!!

愛している。。。｀

Woah...

2009-03-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

Finally we have a very fun trainer by the name of brother love..
20 years experience, and almost liek a saint-like figure with all his theories of life and
understanding.. wesley shld get to know him please..!

anyway.. today studied equipment, and it was REALLY REALLY taxing..
finally i start to loosen up a lil in class.. but stillllllllllllllllllllllll....
yadayadayada....not comfy still also...

my staff pass will be given either tmr or friday! now i will look more like a staff..!
haha! i can feel the weight of the workload already.. its really not easy..
anyways.. im getting fat fat fat..! need to Shed shed shed..! if not die luh...
i hope i am not in the wrong field.. or maybe.. i shld say...
i have more dreams to fulfill...

but just a random thought.. dreams sometimes shld just be what it is..
unfulfilled.. so that way, i will have more motivation to live on with this life..
or rather.. living and embracing life itself..

anyway i have not practice jap for very long already..! omgosh..!
but the previous work habits still retains..anyhows..
i have alot of random thots and thinkings in my brain..
its like bumper car.. too many at one go.. i cannot focus..

need to get back to my basic..

where is my that *smthg*

hello march!

2009-03-01T23:23:00.003+08:00

so fast 2 months FLEW by!
still learning to cope in my new place..
due to the strictness, and IP infringement..
i am not going to say how the work
and things are like over there..
and no pictures too..

anyhows.. culture shock remains..
and i change abit of my views about how ppl behave..
feel so fake tho.. hahah!
anyways.. already had a test.. and cfm will pass..
and have a haircut.. and bought some skincare products today..
have to luh.. my face getting worse.. from kiehl's.. spent A BOMB!!!!!
i never spent this much on facial products EVER...!!!
and i need to go for nail reshape.. from manicurist..(trainer said so)
zzzzzzzzzzz...

nowadays by 10pm will KO... and now is 11.30 and im blogging..
DIE!!! gtg hit the sacks... Update soon soon soon..
and... Be safe at ur new place althea!!!!

Goodnight world..!

i need to shed alot of weight`

DAY 1..

2009-02-25T07:27:00.002+08:00

Oh man.. day 1..
down with a sleepy spell..
whole class is down with a sleepy spell..!

yawned a million times at least...

class has 20 persons.. 2 guys..
and 20 is a big class like they said..

CULTURE SHOCK....! still in shock...
need some time to get use to the culture there..
now i want to go toilet also damn tired there..
you see a moving thing you must greet and smile already..

ever watched ATTENTION PLEASE?
its EXACTLY THE SAME!!!
except that.. the classroom arrangement..
my class super multi national
sg, malaysia, hkg, india, indo....

went to mock up rooms also.. seen those planes.. sat those planes..
aloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllot to study...
can die.. oh man..!!!!! and why graduation need to perform!!!! zzzzzzzz...

Off to work..

sleepy still`

last day..

2009-02-17T22:55:00.003+08:00

finally.. last day arrived.. tmr..
phews... if i dint get my next job..
i really wonder how long will i continue this in..

anyway.. will miss the Part timers there luh..
and the usual working colleagues..
but definately NOT THE working time and environment..

chef is going japan, stewarding go back vietnam,
PT all go study, manager quit, AM transfer, Fellow Supervisors
switch company.. haha! and me.. here there everywhere..!

and last day kana stupid shift... for the 1st.. and last time..
11-10... purposely..

anyway.. future is like bleak..?!
news reported about cut down of flights and pay cut..
prolly retrenchment next.. oh man.. dun cut me off before i start!!!!

so tempted to join the band`

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T15:13:00.004+08:00

nauseous
stomache
headache
throat infecton
giddy
gastric
and 1001 more reasons...

and all these are good reasons for MC...
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anyways.. happy belated valentine's day...
for those whom are single.. Happy Friendship Day...
(and this is not loser-ish ok!)

Cheers to the existence of love`

Goodbye Days~

2009-02-11T02:05:00.000+08:00

だからいま　会いにゆく
そう決めたんだ
ポケットの　この曲を
君に聴かせたい

そっとヴォリュームを上げて
確かめてみたよ

oh Good-bye days　いま
変わる気がする
昨日までに　so long
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
~with you

片方の　イヤフォンを
君に渡す
ゆっくりと　流れ込む
この瞬間

うまく愛せていますか?
たまに迷うけど

oh Good-bye days　いま
変わり始めた　胸の奥　alright
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
~with you

できれば　悲しい
想いなんてしたくない
でもやってくるでしょ?
そのとき　笑顔で　
Yeah hello!! my friend　なんてさ
言えたならいいのに…

同じ唄を　口ずさむ時
そばにいて　I wish
かっこよくない優しさ
に会えてよかったよ

…Good-bye days

So I’ll go to you now, I’ve made up my mind
I want to play you the song in my pocket

I quietly turned up the volume to make sure

Oh good-bye days
I feel like things are changing now
So long yesterday and before
I have a clumsy tenderness by my side
La la la la la
~With you

I pass you one earphone
And in that moment, it plays slowly

I am, I'm loving you, right? Sometimes I get confused

Oh good-bye days
Now what’s in my heart has begun to change, alright
I have a clumsy tenderness by my side
La la la la la
~With you

I don’t want to have sad thoughts if I can help it
But they’re bound to come, right?
When they do, I’ll smile and say
"Yeah, hello!" I hope I can call you
My friend...

When we sing the same song
Be by my side, I wish
I’m glad I found that clumsy tenderness

La la la la la
...Good-bye days

i...

2009-02-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

I wish i had more courage to do what i wanted to do..
no one knows what's in stall for me years down..
maybe one day.. this small yet big dream can be achieved..
need more courage.. need more tries..
need more of me.. and everything..

i wanna be..`

タイヨウのうた

2009-02-09T03:52:00.004+08:00

taiyou no uta.. literally.. song of the sun..
This might be the most touching and best movie i ever watched..
seriously.. i so want to buy the DVD home to keep..

this is what happen when you place my lifeline together..
Guitar+music.. i'll go crazy over it...

not idolism.. but.. the music she writes.. i can feel it..

YUI~大好きだよ｀

Hello February

2009-02-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

What a way to spend 31st Jan..!
crashed over at samsam place.. although i was the only useless one that fell aslp..
it was still fun.. if only full attendance was there it wld be so much more fun!

Man Vs Wild was EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
we were like making so much noise while watching it.. how can someone eat so many gross things.. like shits and pees, and countless insects.. ALIVE..! eeeeeeew...

so damn high! haha! and then watched A haunting.. WAH SCARY! shawn was so bloody funny..
try to scare us.. while we were trying to scare him also.. haha! no wonder we all one clique please.. all thinks of doing the same stupid stuffs.. haha!

Congrats to Fuad on recouping! and whoever won at mahjong..!

昨日すごく嬉しいかったね。。

man so sleepy.. and i hate work.. its so far.. its so inhumane..
its so... full of shit.. really full of shit.. i cant wait to tender my resignation..
SIA will you liek PLEASE call me this week.. really.. or maybe.. today i just tender..?!
but everyone advise not to do so.. i know its not wise too.. cos nothing is liek confirmed..
although people also say.. liek confirm is confirmed 1.. but.. haiya.. better be safer than sorry rite.. although even if i never get SIA.. i will tender.. WAH I REALLY WANT TO TENDER.. zzzzzzzzzzzzz...

next time, i will teach my kids courage.. i think.. its the only thing that could bring you to wherever you want to be at..

Life's feeling empty`

YUM

2009-01-31T15:18:00.003+08:00

New York New York Yum..
本当に美味しいかったです。。

幸せ。。｀

Namidairo

2009-01-30T01:36:00.004+08:00

this song gives me a unknown feeling.. like..
陌名的感動..
look at how the world stood still to listen to her..

this is MTV with words..

touched`

i dont want to work..

2009-01-26T22:01:00.005+08:00

僕の仕事やめるよ。。。もいいです。。。
まいった。

とても疲れた。。

i give up`

CNY

2009-01-26T18:40:00.003+08:00

Celeb & Poor Taro..
I think this show rocks!!!
of cos.. its aya what..!
and i cried watching the end luh.. idiot..

anyways.. Happy Chinese New Year.. seriously.. im so annoyed by the identical *niu* year thing.. even the papers are using it.. zzzz. haha..

anyways.. my break ends today. and my work starts liek TMR... planning to take MC for friday ad saturday!!! who wanan date me!!! (=

oh man.. i ate so much this CNY.. i must find time to exercise already..

SIA call me QUICK!!!!
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Happy birthday Haikel, happy birthday karine..!

shiawase,幸せ｀

Made it...!

2009-01-22T00:20:00.002+08:00

21st January 2009-Wed (Sunny)

ok.. I have finally pass the stringent SIA interviews of
4 rounds.. and did my medical..
im gonna be a cabin crew soon! before my birthday..!
i heard classes starts after CNY.. and my is the last batch prolly..
cos SIA is ceasing recruitment i heard...

the pass rate is realllllllllllllllly low.. and i really thank God i made it..
and thank allllllllllll my friends for the prayers and well wishes..

i will try to name EVERYONE...
Lewis, wen, zhen, ber, Jae, cheewai pearllyn, cheryl, sharyl, samsam, shan, van, calvin, gerald,
gunawan, darren, kk, woonyah, val, yuping, karine, sylvia, haikel, jacqueline, jackomi, nad, kaiqi, xuan, althea, fuad, romeo, jessica, cherelle, tammy, simna, John, Serene, churchies... and prolly alot i missed out here..

i will try to share more of my interview experience soon.. though some of you already know abit..

Shall end here.. tmr morning shift at restaurant.. though its a short month at the restaurant..
but for the sake of bigger dreams.. some things must be left behind..
i already have my next big dream in place.. which after i hopefully grad and pass OJT and get my PR 1st.. all these will be those small small steps to my next big dream... 3 years later..! (=

i think i proven 1 thing today.. Dreams can be realised..

i never had this feeling before.. of realising a dream that remained a dream...`

NERVOUS...

2009-01-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

YOU JUST NEED TO PRAY...
YES... LAST ROUND OF INTERVIEW IN SOME 10 HOURS...
ALL THE BEST TO ME...

bring me through`

ICA

2009-01-20T12:06:00.002+08:00

okok..
ICA also need go 3 times..

11am reach
1st time last thurs.. got 600+++ number..
wait till 3+.. give up...

reach at 10..
2nd time last fri.. NO NUMBER...
queue number give finish... *^*($^@*^$*^@

reach at 9
3rd time today.. 600++++..
come back at late afternoon..
so im home now typing this.. zzzzzzzzzz....
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in less than 24 hrs time.. i will go for my last stage of interview.. just pray for the best...
and lets say hopefully i got a positive answer.. my medical will pass.. and then i will tender my resignation ASAP to current company..

the thought of this round just give me chill down my spine.. and shivering and cold feet..
the thought of the level of strictness and *quality* they are looking for is driving me nuts..
2 interviewer to one.. lets jsut hope they dont shoot me toooooooo much... and i can answer thier questions tactfully, smartly,confidently yet humbly... and please!!!! I DONT WANNA STAMMER TOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! along with conflicting thought... too many answers in ur head.. and you dont know which to say 1st.. and all the thoughts comes out at the same time overlapping and shit like that... arghhhhhhhhh...

KEAGAN! stay cool.. stay calm.. you CAN do it... You are what they will want..
You are ALREADY one... i've come so far.. there's no reason for hesitations..
no excuses for hold backs... its now or never.. i want to realise what i have been dreaming so long for... Let me live it... がんばります。。
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この夢明日見てる？もちょっっっと。。少しだ。。も少し。。
僕の夢。。今いきます。。。

ぜったい大丈夫。。絶対｀

This is lame shit`

2009-01-19T00:24:00.002+08:00

Calvin's MSN nick for today-- faxingniancai...
and thus this conversation.......

Me: wad faxing nian cai? how to fax?
Calvin: its fa xing nian cai
Calvin: not FAX nian cai! HAHAHAHA
Me: u write faxing wad!
Calvin: i put all tgt
Me: ya.. then become faxing niancai..!
Calvin: hahahah ya i just noticed also lol
Me: LAME LAH U!
Calvin: haha u want some nian cai? i fax to you lol
Me: lame shit

omgosh... kill me pls.... fax nian cai... hahah!
calvin-chan!あんたはばかでしょ。。。？！

baka`

2009-01-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

i shant talk much about today yet..
cos i have just prolly 1 to 2 steps away.. and i may end here now..

でも、笑顔ちょっと見てた。。。だって百パーセンじゃない。。
この水曜日。。最後のroundです。。とても恐い！！！！

wednesday.. the last round..SCARY!!!!!

明日は仕事です。。も良いよ。。。！
working tmr.. argh.....

夢、まだまだ。。｀

a needed outing..

2009-01-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

今日は本当に楽しかった、も嬉しいかった、疲れたも。。だて、今日幸せ。。(=
本当に。。

ありがとう。。
xuan,kk,thea,ryl..

central restaurantのhouse noodle taste not very nice..
小豆たい焼き、うまあい。。美味しいかったです。。！！
すごいあまり。。僕好きです。。

俺うちのinternet problem本当におきな。。。
ぼくぜんぜんわかりませんが。。何でうちのinternet problem そのおきです。。

明日の朝は僕のSIA interview三つのtryで。。僕の心本当に心配でしょ。。
何で心配。。？も良いよね。。！三のtry。。だから心配です。。。僕の笑顔。。明日見てです？？自分は本当知りません。。

だめだめだめ！！！絶対本気が自信満々。。

夢のために。。自分のために。。未来のために。。頑張ります。。
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today was fun!!! although tired.. but happy!! REALLY!
Thank you... xuan,thea,kk,ryl..

central's house noodle tasted bad actually..
but the azuki taiyaki rocks!!! sweet and nice..!
i liked it..!

internet problem in my ouse is really big..
and i totally dont know why! why is the problem so big.. NO connection..

tmr is SIA interview.. 3rd time.. my heart just cant stop to not worry about it..
why worry?! cos its the 3rd time already!!! thats why!! tommorrow will i see my smile..
i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwww...

nononono! I must have full confidence!!!

For my dreams, for myself, for my future..

自分を信じます。。神様を信じます。。｀

MC..

2009-01-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

綺麗か？！
It could have been prettier.. (=
だって、そのコーヒー本当に悪いです〜！
(but, that coffee taste REALLY bad~!)

とにかく　In Anyways...
MC二日です。。MC for 2 days..!

although less pay.. hmm.. i needed it.. went to see a doctor and actually realise it will get more serious if i don't take care of myself well enough.. my stomach may have a hole soon.. if things continue as such..

PR pending in progress`

4 more days`

2009-01-13T08:47:00.002+08:00

4 more days to off.. and interview..
とにかく、今日は頑張ります。。。(anyways,jia you for today...)

dish up is a nightmare even there is no customer...
expecting shits to come to me on wednesday and fridays..
cos of stupid and boring clubbers... zzzz...

今仕事いてきます。。(off to work now..)

じゃあ。。。byebye`

dream..!

2009-01-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

The worst nightmare prolly ever?!

Dreamt of SIA interview, 4th round..
Good or Bad?!

its pure scary luh..
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great.. this week im gonna do dish up.. dish up is u garnish the food before serve..
sounds easy ya.. imagine 20 orders of different food and it keeps piling up..
and u have to memorize up to 200 dishes of garnish..
tell me about *easy*..

officially 14th day of work already..
already a floor king..
already doing opening alone..
already dying.....

神様。。！！！恐いよ。。早く助けて。。！！！
God, its scary.. SAVE ME QUICK..!!!

anyways, i shaved my hair...`

another 8 days

2009-01-08T21:01:00.004+08:00

another 8 days to my stupid next off day..
omgosh.. damnnnnnnnnn long...

CNY i really wanna spend with my family also..
but i have work the whole period of CNY..

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hmmm...
i just want to keep on living for my dreams..
and just keep living it on..

夢のために、僕は生きてる｀