not updating at all this few months luh..
lazy.. i dun wanna spend so much time in front of com back in sin..
when i face com 24 hrs at outstation..
anyway.. flying isnt fantastic at all.. its really dark..
smtimes it drains everything out of u..
and i am starting to feel.. its draining bits and pieces of my life away
bit by bit.. the longer i fly.. the more it takes them away..
if it was team flying.. it might not have been this way..
flying is full of scorns and uncertainty.. u dont know who u are flying with.
the pax.. the caterer.. the things might happen.. the happenings..
the way ppl think.. the things ppl do.. it might be unimportant.. as ppl say..
its JUST a JOB.. it ani't easy being in this company.. nope.. im not grumbling..
but i can say.. im not that happy flying.. putting the so called *Glam*, its just a shit job..
22 year old serving meals.. 10 year, 20 years, 30? by the time im 50 years old.. you are still
serving meal.. so maybe u can start calculating how many meals u have served..ha! it might set a record..
Yup.. ppl say u get paid to travel and see the world.. i think im getting paid to be drag away from home.. form my love ones.. Home is liek a hotel instead.. you come back for a shortstay.. and you are off again.. its where u pack and unpack.. thats all.. if i have a flying wardrobe with me.. i would not need sg..
i miss my love ones.. i miss my friends.. my family.. the only way for me to be link to home is thru the internet thats it.. i miss so many things.. and im starting to feel.. the world is tumbling inside of me.. feel so small..
maybe its just a phase.. i wil get better. hopefully.. probably.. cos
i cant escape out of these all.. i have no ways nor means to..
Milan-Barcelona tomorrow night.. prolly will blog there..
please chat with me alright..
Peace...
idontknowwhybutigotmyselfintostupidshitorprollyitsjustthepplcreatingshitforme`
