Monday, June 30, 2008

New Age Girl

This strike me today while going thru my pictures..
TPsians has been dancing the mass dance uncountable times..
but, wondered before the MTV??????




The Pumpkins Rocks Socks..!!!

The Keagan's Concoction

introducing the

Supermix-Stay Awake- Guaranteed Zombiefied Concoction.

BEST for projects,OTs, and movie marathons.

(i drank this for work last night)


!!not advisable for studying!! - cos nothing will get in.


The Secret Concoction:

3 pack of NON-LESS SWEET 3in1 coffeemix.
+
4 tablespoon heaps of milo powder
+
1.5 to 2 cups of hot water
=

SUPER BOOSTER



side effects:
-extreme highness and craziness
-physical body and human mind not in sync
-uncontrollable OPENED EYES w KO-ed Brains
-High Tendency to Irritate
-Fully Nonsense-fied and Zombie-fied
-wont be able to sleep
-other than being drunk, all others alcohol effects applicable


i need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

Sunday, June 29, 2008

SOHO kea..

i guess im classifed as a SOHO now..
SOHO - Small Office, Home Office.
but its damn super distracting..
all the liberty i am facing in contrast
to real office workers..

my bed, guitar, tv, music, msn, food..
and able to work in any attire,
any position, any where at home..

hope i can be a FT SOHO.. not a PT..
been on the work for like since 4pm..
and im not even half done.. damn sad la..
narnia on tv today killed me off for 3 hrs already.

but soho also got bad things..
you likely face no motivation, unless its
really your own work prolly.
and you face the usual things you face
if you emo, u are emo.. cos i havent recover.. ha!
except that you have a additional *liability* to work on.

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KEAGAN HAD HIS HAIRCUT!!!!
BIG BIG SHOCKING HAIRCUT..
i wun post any pictures of it now..
see me and get shocked when you see me..
but if i caught you laughing i chopped you head off..
i so totally gonna chopped it off.. Boo.
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11:57: the sky finally poured down the load it has been holding
on to the whole day.. and all i pray that is you are safe..
i asked myself, will i be able to hold on my own rain within me? is within me
just passing clouds, that is hovering in a timeless dimension.. yet, is it within
me just bringing on the silence before i blew off a storm, from
the corners of my very own eyes bursting out in a big red crimson,
changing the forever white based of my soul's window beneath that slightly
age-tattooed forehead for that few moments.


tears, yes/no?`

If It Kills Me.

i think you all shld know songwriters write songs
based on their own feelings, and inspiration.
of cos with a main topic, story flow..
and i will never find a better song to
depict ME already. I bet Jason Mraz went
thru exactly what im going thru..
every word is a spot on totally.

Read thru the lyrics, im not gonna highlight,
or "emphasis" any part, cos every single word
is a complete hit on.

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

Baby there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It’s a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

and i dreamt of you yet again, 5th time in 7 days`

Finally Found...

walk ard middle road area after walking bugis..
and purposely walk to this shop again..

in the *abandon* building behind SAM,
next to bras basah complex. where we once explored..
this shop damn cool i feel.. very basic, clean, nice, cosy.
the shop is all this pic got.. its' this small.

shop name is Room for Desserts.



tell me this is not funny.. (at the main lobby of SAM)
damn interesting la.
hp, badminton, big ribbon


laptop, pageant, handbag, hp.


FOC!!! Love SAM man!!!


Right wing of SAM,

the arts event of the season.

Main staircase of SAM.

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Dinner with some proggers@Seafood Harvest

the ugly menu


Our food.. (ate redsauce pasta with LOTSA tabasco as usual)





Drinking session@Lots,stock&barrel pub.
beer siao.



love their logo. totally..



can see the balance? $174.90 total. i paid 10. ha!


and how wld i ever forget the most impt place i found.
SECRET GARDEN.. shhhh.........


Back Entrance


Front entrance


My Secret Garden..


our secret memories`

Saturday, June 28, 2008

time after time`

went NIE interview..
got "probation" at least i have work to start on now.

met shan, walk bugis random..
all the way to arts museum..
and met kk and went inside museum.
kinda like the metal Riesling art,
titled : Anxiety.

met cheryl, sharyl for dinner..
and finally met sam..

and went to fulfill my drinking desire.
at the place call lots,smthg smthg pub.
next to raffles hotel..
next door pub got people fight then quite
dramatic.
drank kilkenny, and basically have 1 cup
of whisky coke to myself.
sam was on drinking spree, the rest were ok..

bussed home thereafter.

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received a rather shocking sms in bugis,
and hafta find my fren to help me settle..
even tho its my personal space, but ya..

the path walked from bugis to arts museum,
city hall areas.. brings back memories..
and.. i finally found the "secret garden"
that we been finding.. i could not get any happier,
when i found "secret garden".
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i am upset with the convo, neither cld i do anything..
alot of questions and feelings, but i know, i cant express them..
nor get any answers.. but 1 of the sentence you said really blew me off.

its just very unfair, you I and whoever involved..
not a matter whether things are made clear..
cos thats not the thing im looking at..
but the reason behind the change..

pitting yourself in my position, wun you feel the same way too..


easier said=easily done? No.
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suitcase of memories i almost left behind`

???

funny , funnily drafted..

and there is a thousand and one things more
that i dont understand.`

Thursday, June 26, 2008

busy is the best reason.. ever..

Tested and proven..

9th week running..



un-understood nonchalance `

...

its the 4th time this week since sat.
outta 5 days i dreamt 4 times about you.
today's dream was crazy..
hold hands and really like last time la.. ha!
damn happy in the dream..
i could dream on forever man..
ya.. still is only dreams...

CAAS here i come!!!
NIE i come tmr..!!!

i dun mind doing CAAS FT, neither FnB areas alr..
i need cash.. alot alot alot of cash..
for insurance, uni, neccessities, apartment rental, license,
apparels, new laptop, travel, parents.. OMGOSH!!!
i need ALOT OF MONEY!!!

kinda feel, my playlist is quite bossa-nova-ic..
nice.. if only there is a nicer guitar vr of kiss me..

shld i cut hair?!


Full-time come please`

new songs

was bloghoping and came across this phrase..
from a friend of mine, whom i forgot how
i knew her already.. haha..
but what she say makes sense..

It jus take 5s to sms your fren to say I love you.
You never know this 5s means lots to your friend.

Treasure and cherish every moment with everyone so you wont regret.


oh oh on top of that, if its the heart that is touched already..
escalation of feelings gets higher.. yeap..
i going thru it now.. ha!

anyways.. when i got nothing to do..
i realise i like to write..
and this is a nice avenue for me to rant..
if you dun like to read.. dun read.. hahah!
jsut look at my pics-more posts...
(may start to post my songs)

Love my old imeem. but decided to revamp..
TADAH.. with kinda old songs,
forgotten 1s.. and i think
these i picked up are really nice
arrangements on the acoustic.
love jazz and blues..
LOVE ACOUSTIC..


Particularly addicted to close to you,
time after time.. i think the only "noisy" song is
dreams.. but i love that song!

Dig Geek Glasses!
















dedicate them to you, Lousy`

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Went to be "Fashion Consultant" for shawn today with ryl
and he got a shirt which i like..
saw this wallet which i really like also..
(i need a new wallet badly)
and saw this another white wallet,
very nice.. thot of getting it for her.. BUT.. dint la..

me, shawn, ryl, and kk came ltr..
dinner@kobayashi?!(somewhere at cine basement)
i dint eat.. no mood to eat at all..
dessert@shokudo was ok la.. all had waffles..


Shawn's Macha(left), Mine Rum n Raisin(Right)

















ryl's chestnut+dunno wad else(left),
kk's pomelo sorbet(right)


















3 pitstops today.
Ming@outside ceni
jasmine&vivien@ a random juction
Ernest@PS toilet

ytd's weather was crazy..
and if you wonder wad was my mood today..
look at the pic.



































and this was a pic of TWELVE cookies ytd i baked..
they just happily merged into 1 big family..
cos i forgot that it will expand..
and ya.. zzzzzzz





















HEY EMO, GO AWAY!!!`
She ain't coming back!!!`


Finally caught SATC after several attempts.. with 3 other progs..
Thank God GV havent dropped it after almost 1 mth..
and tho its the 3rd row from front..
it was all comfy cos i was lying down practically..
its was all adult humor, but they brought the ideas over
in a bare-naked, simple, and rather direct way..
sorta telling us.. what women wants.. kinda..
had some great laughs to put my mind on hold..

some others movies caught recently..

(just realised- zohan and panda is ALMOST doing the same
action for poster.. New trend huh?! OPEN IT UP!)



I thot Narnia the 1st movie was kinda better..
do you know narnia is a show with christian teachings?
the 1st show was more basic mainly about jesus and salvation..
and caspian is more on discipleship and more deeper teachings..
i enjoyed the show as it is tho.. love the warring at night scene..
CASPIAN IS USELESS..
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Other stuffs:
I can play close to you(by olivia), instrumental guitar
and
xiao qing ge(the vid i post), instrumental guitar
i figured out the notes and scales
on my own..
maybe i do a video and post up soon..

Jason Mraz on top list on my Ipod..
both his old and new songs..
his guit rocks.. mastered 3 songs already..
more to learn..

Song writing in progress..
not much words.. but i have the melody in my head..
Any lyricist-if u have a song.. just send to me..!!!
ck_innovations@hotmail.com!


Current status: Unemployed..
potential hiring ppl, pls employ me.. =(
TP=HTM Fresh Grad here..!!!



ever mine, ever yours, ever ours
- excerpt from sex and the city
"Please Don't Tell Her"

I hear she's kicking ass across the board and rock two hundred thousand higher scorer
Just in time to save the world of being taken over
She's a warrior
I couldn't play again because the game it never end it never even landed on the can
And never let me in to spend my quarter
There's no love for me no more

Say it isn't so
How she easily come, and she easy go
Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her
Because I don't

She was the girl with the broadest shoulders
But she would die before I crawled over them
She is taller than I am (she is not tall)
She knew I wouldn't mind the view there
Or the altitude with a mouth full of air
She let me down the doubt came out until the now became later

Say that it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her that
'Cause she don't really need to know

That I'm crazy like the rest of us
And I'm crazier when I'm next to her

So why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing of the bitter end and broken eras
I told you I don't but
I am only trying to be the best with my intent to cure
The rest is sure to lay me ease the plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
That's easier said
Easier than done
Please don't dare tell her what I've become
Please don't mention all the attention I have drawn
Please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when I'm gone

Because I'm crazy like the rest of us
But I'm crazier when I'm next to her
And it's amazing how she's so self-assured
But I know she'd hate me if she knew my words
Do I hurt anymore
Do I hurt, well
I don't

you know i miss you`

Monday, June 23, 2008

Pics from my hp...

today sent out some CVs again..
damn hard to find a job.. kill me please.
finding FT is so hard, compared to PT..

stayed home till now..
and tried out the new oven..
i seriously forgot everything chef taught me man..
dint do mirepoix.. and i just dumbdumbly
put the chicken wings on the grill pan..
TOTALLY GONER MAN..



















anyways, my lappy SE software have a problem..
and i got it fix already just.. so i am gonna post
the pics from my hp in this post..
like working, and all those times i dun have my cam with me..

Not in Chronological arrangement..

Working with Shawn series
Views from the offices



Shawn at work, we suppose to hang the red thing.
Saw yvonne lim at Hans during lunch

Saw this at 1 of the tables, and it reminds me of Lousy..
her signature move.. (=

at amara sanctuary, with kk, shawn, dan goh..
and they all agree i look liek JaP highschool ah beng..
Do I?!


Halfday Trip back to JB-18th june
Wanton mee breakfast.
this stall existed since my dad was youth..!
and i always ate this stall last time.. it dint change 1 bit.!


Never ending love for wanton mee..


Never seen this before..
but it reminded me of my certain someone.


RARE tidbits!!! tho i dun liek them both..!


WHOLE RACK, RM 1.50 EACH!!! = 70c SGD?! OMGOSH!!

NEW FLAVOR.. but i liek Sweet O'Cheese better..


Pleasant Surprise!


i queued for 1 min?! haha.. and 1 chop per person for 1 pretzel..
had cinnamon sugar...


Haircut day with kk for grad day..!!!

The place has ALOT of animals.. liek
mini zoo.. alot hammys, dog, cat..
and the cat always bully the dog..
and i love DOGS!!!!! Boo the cat..



Last Picture of my Matric Card.
DAMN SAD CAN!!!


Bowling at Ehub..
I swear im not doing nightwalk..



Normal Ball VS Alien Ball.. (looks like faces ya?!)


got animations and theme.. Cool shits..
(some Screenshots)






and one of them did this classic Bo-Geh..!


Week Zero Pics(day zero) from my hp
Sunset from outside 3-20






The rainbow i caught on week zero Day 2.


kk POC day, at whitesand hk Cafe. 21st june 08
This is Yuanyang = Black Sesame + Almond Paste
























Reciept in PURE NON SIMLIFIED CHINESE..OMGOSH..
























Darren and Tracy Bdae w/ proggers@Akashi and Blu Jaz.





@Blu Jaz..























Lamps..!!

Snowwhite?.. 7 Dwarfs?!


Drank 3 times Vomit..
1st at TM, 2nd at PP, 3rd at Raffles city(this 1 sucks)


I think its enough pics.. there's more actually..

Colour Me`


of cos, there's loads of lousy pics in my hp too(=


Close to you`