Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Ahhhh`

so sian man..
staying alone-literally..

you have to handwash ur clothes, do the housework, cook for urself..wash the dishes, hang and iron your own clothes.. Boo..

IF REALLY own apartment i dont mind. but im only a tenant,
i cant on the tv as and when i like, hide in my room like mouse..
They dont cook, so there is no food in fridge tho the fridge is so jumbo-ly big.

when you sick you have to be strong, when u hungry u have to ownself fix it, oh man.. how long am i gonna lead such life... haha.. Im not complaining tho..

but i really wished somehow i stay with my parents.. then maybe i can be more of a
NORMAL teenager/young adult, with home cooked food everyday..

I dint use to appreciate what my parents did, until now.. those kind of nagging, and
food that i dont like.. and kicking me out of bed and forcing me to sleep.. haha..
make u off the tv and go and bathe.. force you to stop using the computer.. haha..
now im totally alone, and yet with another kind of *external* boundaries i cannot overide..

If you still stay with ur parents, or maybe a single parent even..
appreciate them.. EVEN their unreasonable scoldings and outrageous behaviours..
ya.. when you lose it you will want it back i tell you.. haha.!

Never knew these were precious`