God,
you took your people out of Egypt..
but in their disbelief,
they made themselves wondering in the desert for 40 years..
the handfull left believed and they found the promise land in 40 days..
i have been wondering in my desert for 4 months..
and i believe... really..
help me, and bring me to the promised land..
that you promised me.. as you have said..
Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path
-Psalms 119:105-