I have so many things in me i wanna express..
but, i cant do it..
life has not been kind at all. 2 months..
and i bet its going on..
the incident has set me on my thinking mode again..
i not suppose to have problems now..
but why do i face so much worries,
and unhappiness, i dun feel joy..
especially relationship wise and finances..
where did what go wrong? i really dont understand..
i was thinking, what if im next..
i'm not expecting to live till what long ripe age..
cos im not suppose to even exist in the 1st place..
i was an on the verge-aborted child..
i dun have big aspirations, dreams, goals..
i just wanna be a normal nobody,
with my buddies, some cash and it
dun nid to be alot, a partner..
and i'll have nothing more to ask for..
i dont need to be famous, nor rich..
i just wanna be simple, and content..
and i hope i played a small role in every person's
life, that i have smthg for them to rmb me for..
smthg's thats-me..
im on the brink of breaking down.. very soon..
Lousy would you be there?`
