to sms you.. to msn you..
to knowing your replies..
to not receiving your replies..
to wanting to call you..
to wanting to ask you out..
to ask you about things..
to see you..to hear from you..
to see your blog..
to see other's peoples blog regards to you..
to hear what people say..
to the stage i even blk you off from msn once,
cos i dint know how to face you...?
Do you know that i..
dun want this to end..
dun want things to be 2 ends..
dun want short lived stuffs..
dun want the distance..
dun want this fear..
dun want this avoidance..
dun want this invisible barrier..
dun want to not know you..
dun want to need a reason to go out with you..
Do you know that i..
hope things is the same..
hope it gets stronger..
hope its not the truth..
hope you dun forget me..
hope you will fall for me..
hope you will understand..
hope you will find me..
hope we will be close again..
But I know that.. all of the above..
You're always busy,
always have other things on..
last min cant..
your friends, work, family, schools, outings, cliques etc..
Do you know that..
i blame myself so much..for being so weak..
i seriously thought all these thru..times and again..
i care about you.. a lot..
i miss walking you home..
I AM SERIOUS..
Do you know how i miss
the you enthusiastically webcam us the second we both online..
the you that take pictures of each other thru the webcam..
the you that threatens me not to talk to me..
Do you know i miss..
the way you hold me..
the touch..
the way you look at me as we walk..
cos you said you like to look at me..
the you lying on my shoulders slping..
Do you know..
i Never wore the I AM shirt again..
because i dun wanna spoil it..
I Never finish the Chipsmore even im dead hungry
because.. its from you..
and i kept everything thats from you that could be kept
in this little box..
Do you know i spent countless nights dreaming
about you in dreams..
Do you know..
its my heart your dealing with`
